Aldway, I miss you, if I had the chance to say my final words to you, It would be that I am sorry.
Sorry for taking the one man that you loved away, our Father.
I am hanging by a thread now, I lost my one true Friend.
My sister.
The only thing that drives me to move forward, is the few people that still love me and the fact that I have children to raise.
Is my honor fading?
Is what I thought I could be, falling from my grasp?
Yet, I continue to walk on this long road.
I wish I could lie down and put everything to rest.
But I was not born to die, I was born to live and be an example to those around me.
It hurts so much, but I have not the strength to die.
